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I feel it all I feel it all………… It can be so fucking hard to just let yourself feel. Everyone has their own coping mechanisms; food, alcohol, cigarettes, denial. It’s so scary to just let yourself feel, but pushing all that pain away just compacts all those feelings down deep where they slowly eat away at you. I have a lot of fear, sadness, and jealousy that I carry around with me and I feel really bad sometimes. I haven’t begun to understand how to stop feeling those things, but I do know you can’t hide from them. One of the only things that seems to help me when I’m struggling is talking to someone. That doesn’t mean that afterwards I’m not sad or angry anymore, but figuring out why you feel that way might just be all that you can do. Maybe its something in your control to change and maybe not. Just get it out understand it, it’s a part of you.