This is a drawing by my dad of me when I was little –if you can’t read his hand writing it says “I wanna do weaving or knitting dad, something more than pot holders, something more real” sometimes I forget just how long I have wanted to be a crafter. I can get all envious of people that know exactly what they want to do with their lives. But seeing this drawing, it seems like I have always been on some kind of path and that’s comforting. I can really feel lost sometimes, growing up the way I did – the next step isn’t always clear and being 19 is a little scary you’re constantly trying to figure out your place in the new world of being a “grown up”. I have been really pushing myself –one of my goals is to make 500.00 a month and I might make it this month! also seeing that picture I can remember how frustrating it was wanting to weave and knit and it just seemed like rocket science. I can do all of those things now and more. Hopefully I will keep learning the things I set out to and will be %100 financially self sufficient this year.